Mentally SICK

I have this ONE big problem in my love life.

Recently, I was told by my best friend about a conversation she had, with her boyfriend. The crisis occur when she, unintentionally conclude - I'm a lesbian.

*sigh* Okay, let me explain myself. (1) Remember the first time when you started all of this by acting like my guardian? Our 2nd year of high school, there is this one guy who is apparently your 'brother' kept on bugging you asking my phone number which I'm not alarmed about the situation and for some reason you don't want him to have it. One day, he asked me personally and you suddenly came and said "I'm sorry but she is not interested in men because she is mine". Okay, I honestly think that you were trying save me there but recently I started to regret every single time you did the same thing for the past four years, though I still got myself a boyfriend.

Next, (2) Yes, I'm single now. But don't blame me for not being able to have a chance to talk to any guys when you always came and ruined everything. And sure, sometimes I don't want to be in a relationship because it tired me. Yes, I'm tired. Exhausted from being lovely-dovey. I'm looking for a relationship that is simple. No 24-hours texting or keep on asking what I'm doing in every second. It is just that, I have more to expect when it came to a relationship. And I'm sorry to all my ex-boyfriendss  out there everywhere about this.

Therefore my friend, can I beg you from this day onward to stop being my guardian though I know your intention was being good but somehow, you are horrible in it. I will be ready to take any risks towards my action from this day on.

Thank you ღ