these kind of longing 💓

So, its been a year since we met, and last night was the first time I dream of you. The sad thing is about dreaming about someone, it became a solid prove of just how much you missed him. To be honest, when I woke up, the longing I felt afterward scared me a little. Do you know how in certain movie they show  a little preview of certain scene but at the end, the closure is totally different that what the main character imagine? Well, in my dream, I was really happy. I was insecure by our vague relationship and in that dream, when we first met, you treated me so gently that I just felt - "Ahh, I am loved". Then, I woke up. Sad, so sad, to yearn for those warm hand and sweet smile. In two more months I will be there, near to you but this dream made me more anxious than before 😓